If ignorance is bliss does that mean denial is as well?
I haven’t blogged in ages because I just haven’t wanted to really face stuff. I’m not even sure if that makes any sense.
I feel like I’ve just wanted to live in my own little bubble of a world and not face myself. Hiding seemed easier and safer than processing.
How ridiculous is that?
Life has been incredibly busy over the last couple of months and honestly my life has felt rather chaotic and in a state of disorder.
The funny thing is I’ve been completely happy over the last while. Content even.
Although I’ve felt this way I feel like I’ve been a bit stagnant. I haven’t wanted to process anything very much.
Ignorance (or fake ignorance) is bliss for a while, but it’s good to face life and process it.
Balance is something I’m striving for at the moment. I’m dying for order to be restored in my life. I’m working towards that.
Things just seem to flow better out of a state of order. There is peace in this.
I want to live, love, process, be creative in and be present to LIFE.
It’s all about balance.